Chappie 2 : Part 2
Next morning Tegoshi found himself on Ryo’s arm. They’re lying more closer and his face was buried on Ryo’s chest. Ryo’s hand were hold him tightly. Well, it’s really warm so much. Tegoshi could feels Ryo’s scent, a comfortable one, and Ryo’s bare chest…What?! Wait! Tegoshi’s eyes looked around, huh? Now they were on the bed in Ryo’s room!! how come??? Tegoshi shocked and wondering, did he lift me up here?? Tegoshi thought. Masaka???!! Ah, it’s so embarrassed!! Hazukashi no kore!!
Before Tegoshi thoughts about that shamed thing, he was realized about their positions. He looked at Ryo and find out that guy wearing no shirt, even his pajama. Huh?!
Quickly Tegoshi searched his. He looked down under the sheet which covered himself, and breathed in relief as he could see his pajama still on it. Nothing happened anyway, it’s nothing.

Suddenly, Ryo makes some moved. Tegoshi turned at him, still he closed his eyes. I have to go, Tegoshi thought. He started get off of the bed but there’s a hands landed on his stomach, and encircled his waist slowly. Tegoshi was surprised a while.

“Where’d you go?” asked Ryo with his husky sleepy voice. His head leaned on Tegoshi’s shoulder. His eyes opened a little.
“Well, I have to prepared for school” replies Tegoshi and try to relax, even without looked at his boyfriend.
“It’s too early” Ryo get off his hands from Tegoshi’s waist and get up to reach his clock in another side. “6 o’clock” he’s muttered. “What time is your class would started?”
“Uhm, it’s seven” Tegoshi replies as he get up.
“Just an hour” Ryo mumbling. He looks like thought of something.
“What’s up?” Tegoshi asked curious. Ryo turned at him and smiled. So suspicious.
“I’d like to sleep with you again for a while” he said. Tegoshi rolled his eyes and get out of the sheet. “You don’t want to” added Ryo pouted.
“Cause I have to go to school or I will be late”
“I know---” Ryo keep pouted.
“Well, Nishikido-kun--” said Tegoshi then. Ryo stared at him, a questioning looked.
“Last night, you’re the one who’s mind that I would stay here”
“I didn’t ” Ryo denial quickly.
“Yes, you did”
“I didn’t mind, I just---” Ryo stuck on his words for a second. Tegoshi stared at him curiously. “I just couldn’t believe that” Ryo continued as he looked down. Eh? Is he embarrassed? Is he? Tegoshi asked himself.
“Why do you have to--” Tegoshi was about to asked, but Ryo cutting him off quickly.
“Ok, lets take a bath” Ryo stand up and grab Tegoshi’s wrist as take him to the bathroom.
“Cho-- chotto matte!” Tegoshi lossen his hands by Ryo’s grabbed. Ryo stopped his action and they’re looking at each other. There’s nothing in Ryo’s eyes, but Tegoshi was so surprised. Ryo is acting so weird this morning, actually.
“I will take a bath first” Tegoshi said while he get his eyes away from Ryo’s and makes his way into the bathroom.
“Why don’t we have it together?” Ryo asked. Tegoshi rolled his eyes for so many times, and turned at his sudden-weird boyfriend.
“You were drunk or something on this morning, weren’t you?!” he said with his irritated voice, along with his looked tell it so.
“Of course I were not” Ryo answered innocently. Avoid the irritated voice and looks of his boyfriend. He just loved to tease him.
“So what the hell suddenly you’re acting like this!?”
“Like what?”
“Ah~ you’re only wasted my time Nishikido-kun” Tegoshi gave up. And continued his way into the bathroom, without put his mind on his sudden-weird boyfriend again. He was annoyed sometimes, Tegoshi thought. Though he couldn’t deny that it was amused him. Somehow, a thing like this were so cute and got him doki-doki.

Before Tegoshi done with his amused thought and his silent doki-doki, there’s a pair of arms sneaked over his waist suddenly from behind. Argh, this guy doesn’t give up yet!
“Nishi---” Tegoshi was unable done with his words cause there’s Ryo put his face on Tegoshi’s shoulder. Breathes right near his neck and his ear.
“It’s not everyday that I saw you in my room on the morning like this” Ryo said softly.
“I know” Tegoshi replies awkwardly, that’s needless anyway. He shouldn’t replied anything. But Ryo’s embrace was nervouses him.
“Sorry for this weird thing” Ryo said again as rest his face more comfortable on Tegoshi’s shoulder then up on Tegoshi’s neck, trailed his nose back and forth on it and Tegoshi’s jaw line. So smooth, even makes Tegoshi almost lose his mind, feels that nice sensation. He shut his eyes up unconsciously, while his hands grip at Ryo’s hand which rest on his stomach. Entwined their fingers liked always. Tegoshi feels his back now was relax on Ryo’s bare chest.

Yea, it’s the time. Isn’t it? it’s obvious for them to actually have their first kissed. Tegoshi got his doki-doki more louder than before. Finally…?? This must be anyway, Ryo was seduces him so far this morning. It’s impossible if there’s nothing that he’d love to do. It could be happened.
Slowly, Tegoshi opened his eyes after a few time they were just staying like that. Feels a warm embraces. He turned his head a little to the side that Ryo’s face was there. The tips of their nose were touched each other. It makes Ryo opened his eyes too,and found Tegoshi’s face was so close. He couldn’t help but keep stare at Tegoshi’s kissable lips, yea that’s inviting lips, again appear in front his eyes so much close that makes him unable to think anything at all. He want it, want it so bad.. but he can’t! Ryo keep resist himself so hard. It’s tortured him anyway, oh dear God…

In the other way, Tegoshi was waiting. Wondered, why Ryo doesn’t make it up at the first place. Hey, I’m ready. What the hell that took you so long?! Tegoshi just shout on his mind. But there’s none of Ryo would do something that Tegoshi expected so much. After a few minutes of silences and only staying so close with stared at their lips each other, Tegoshi sighed slowly and released himself of Ryo’s embrace. They’re separated. And even without look at his boyfriend, Tegoshi just step inside a bathroom and closed the door then Ryo only hear a sound of the locked door, means he couldn’t do anything at all.

Well, does he angry?? Ryo thought. At least, it makes him feels so guilty.
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Chappie 3
Stayed at Ryo’s place last night was an annoyed failure that Tegoshi ever did. He was disappointed that he got nothing. even though there was so much a way, but they didn’t made it. what a damn!! Tegoshi cursed.
And today, he found himself said nothing to his boyfriend while he takes him to the school. Shige noticed it.
“Eh? Does he pick you up at home?” he asked curiously after Tegoshi come into a class.
“Nope”
“Then how did you were came with him?” Shige thought it was a rare thing, instead it’s never happened before. If Ryo just picked Tegoshi up in school, that’s not wondering. They were wouldn’t able to get along on this early morning, except----
“Ehhh??? Didn’t you--- you both---???” Shige tried to reach his words on excited and surprised feeling. Tegoshi turned at him, feels nothing. “Yuya, do I thinks right?”
“About what?”
“Did you stayed with him last night?” Shige said to the point. He makes his voice begin whispered, sound so curious and amused that he’d love teased his bestfriend.
“I did” Tegoshi replies straight.
“Eh~~?? There must be---”
“Nothing.” Tegoshi cut Shige’s words off, as he walked pass him and go on to his seat.
“Impossible!” Shige couldn’t believe what Tegoshi has said.
“That’s the fact.”
“But you were both should be---”
“I don’t wanna talk about it, Shige” Tegoshi snapped. And put on his i-Pod, means he doesn’t want to get any disturbed. Shige sighed, already knew about his stubborn bestfriend. Now he was looked in the bad mood, next time he should tell him, Shige thoughts.
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Ryo sighed desperately. He was in his university, done with his class for today and about to go to his part time job place. He couldn’t put his mind off of Tegoshi and whatever happened between them from the last night and this morning. Did I’ve ruined all? But what about the commit? I should’ve talked to him, he would be understand, wouldn’t he?

“Bring it up for a table number 7” said Ohkura, Ryo’s job partner. He passed two glass of cappuccino ice to Ryo’ hands. And the older one just nodded while handed it and bring it up to the table that Ohkura’s mean.
Ryo didn’t have any feeling before. He just tried to go on with his life, with his casual days, even he never put his mind off of Tegoshi. He has decided that he would be talked with Tegoshi, explained all. Yea, it was strange anyway. They were seems to be have a fight, a fight of what? Ryo doesn’t understand a lot. But it was already 3 days after Tegoshi has stayed over his place, after all the stupid things he made that he didn’t got any kissed signal of his boyfriend. He ruined all by the way, and Tegoshi hasn’t contact him again after that, and so him, too afraid to contact Tegoshi first, that’s really stupid.
“Thank you” said the girl which his customer that seat in the table number 7. Ryo smiled and turned his face to someone who’s seat in front of the girl. Maybe her boyfriend, she’s wear a highschool uniform, and it looks like Tegoshi’s….
Ryo’s smiled was disappear. There was Tegoshi, the boy that he thought a girl’s boyfriend, it’s his boyfriend instead.
Tegoshi stared at him back. They were getting silent.
“Ne, Tegoshi-kun.. how about a book store after this?” asked the girl suddenly, seems like don’t care about something that happening between Tegoshi and Ryo.They’re broke a stared. Ryo started to left, but he could listen that Tegoshi says ‘ok’ to the girl. They’re date, aren’t they? It’s a highschool boy and girl’s date. No doubt. Ryo thought as he leave them and back to the counter, and watched them from there.
He couldn’t take it anymore, what the hell that now he was standing in the back of coffee shop counter, watched his boyfriend seat over there with a girl, and they’re chatting happily!? What a damn! Ryo reached his phone on the pocket and type a text to Tegoshi.
In a few second, Tegoshi feels his phone was vibrated, he took out his phone from his coat pocket. And read it,

From : Nishikido-kun *with a heart signed*
Ne, what are you doing? Are you two dated?
Go back home, now!

Tegoshi sighed a little, and type a reply.
Now Ryo feels his phone was vibrating, he read it quickly.

From : Tegonyan
I will go home later.

That’s all. So simple and nothing. Ryo really doesn’t like it. It so much means that Tegoshi avoiding him. He stand up when he looks Tegoshi was about to go with that girl.
“Tegoshi.” Ryo called him, didn’t have to wait any longer. He couldn’t accept it, anyway they’re a couple right? Ryo has a way to do anything with his boyfriend.
Tegoshi stopped, and the girl looks wonder at them. Maybe she doesn’t think that Tegoshi knowing these coffee shop staff.
“I will take you home, just wait here” Ryo said ignored the wondered looks of the girl. He doesn’t care.
“I will go to the book store then take her home” replies Tegoshi calm.
Ryo frowned. And Tegoshi give him unreadable looks.
“Uhm.. ano… I can go home by myself if there’s something important, Tegoshi-kun” the girl interrupted them. Feels like she was trapped between the conversation, that she doesn’t understand exactly.
“No, Saya-chan.. I will take you home”
“You will go home with me, Tegoshi” Ryo said selfishly. He really doesn’t care with that girl. Now he was only thinking how to get Tegoshi be alone with him. He got upset inside. It’s burned. Saya look confused. She actually trapped at the situation that she doesn’t know.
“No, I won’t go home with you” Tegoshi said clearly as he take Saya’s hand and go out from the coffee shop, left Ryo behind.
Burned.. Ryo feels so burned inside. It’s hot. He was upset. It’s called jealous, isn’t it??
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It’s already 11 p.m, Tegoshi was sleep peacefully but a ring by his phone interrupt his peacefull sleep. He just have thought all the things that happened between him and Ryo, everynight he think of it. They’ve a fight, right? Just because a things that look simple neither it’s not so simple like that. Tegoshi got tired. He hates it all. Hates himself, hates Ryo… really? Does he really hate Ryo? He’s not sure.

“Moshi-moshi” Tegoshi flipped his phone, while closed his eyes.
“I love you” said a man in the other line. It’s a husky voice that he known very well. And somehow that he loved. Tegoshi open his eyes quickly, what the---- he couldn’t think.
“Nishikido-kun, what are you---”
“I love you so much Tegoshi, don’t you know that?” now Tegoshi could hear clearly that something strange was happened. He listened carefully to Ryo’s voice, a hiccup.. there was a hiccup. He was drunk, nothing else!
“You are drunk!” snapped Tegoshi. What the hell he was doing? Wanna get attention of me? Tegoshi thought annoyed.
“Where are you now, Nishikido-kun? Are there your friends around?” at least Tegoshi feels worry somehow, he couldn’t imagined that now Ryo was drunk and nobody helps him to take home. That obviously dangerous.
“I don’t know… I just, wanna see you” said Ryo seems so tired. And a couple of second, Tegoshi hear like something fell on over there. He gets jolted up.
“What was it Nishikido-kun? Moshi-moshi.. are you still there?? Nishikido-kun?!” Tegoshi got panic. He wondered if there’s something bad was happened on Ryo, he’s really scared. There’s no voice for a while and suddenly there’s a cough. Ryo is coughing in the other line. Tegoshi keeps his phone near his ear tightly, he listened carefully what exactly happened over the line. “Nishi---” he barely speaks again, but cutting of by Ryo’s voice. Finally.
“I fell” Ryo said with a heavy husky voice. “Ah, itai~” Tegoshi listened a winced.
“Fell?? Is that hurt??” asked Tegoshi so much worries. It scared him anyway. He just almost forget that they were on fight.
“I can’t awake” Answer Ryo sounded so pain.
“So, where are you now??” Tegoshi asked him impatiently.
“It’s—It’s look like your house”
Tegoshi’s eyes got widened after he heard Ryo’s weak answer. My house???!! What the hell--- Tegoshi shut his phone and got up immediately from his bed and rushed to the downstair reach an exit door of his home. It’s quietly so much, and darkness on the living room cuz his parents and his Grandmother absolutely already slept.
Tegoshi opened the door slowly, doesn’t want to make any voice as if as possible. He stared his eyes at anywhere looking for Ryo. But he doesn’t find him, when he takes a little step, there he heard a winced. Eeeh??? Tegoshi look at his feet quickly, and he sees Ryo was lying there on the floor, helpless.
“Nishikido-kun” he said surprised and get on him immediately. Ryo opened his eyes, it seems he has a nap while lying there cuz he has no power to get up by himself. Ryo smiled when his eyes caught up on Tegoshi’s cute face which look so worried over him.
“Tegoshi---” he said weakly. Tegoshi ignored him, now he’s just trying to get Ryo stand up on his feet, so he could bring him inside his home.
Tegoshi wrapped his arms around Ryo’s waist and get him up. Ryo rest his hands on Tegoshi’s shoulder and leaned his body over him. He’s really weak anyway. Tegoshi could feel a scent of alcohol over his boyfriend’s body.
“Tegoshi---” once more, Ryo called his name. Now it heard so close near his ear with that husky whispered voice which was successfully send a shiver down his spain.
“Sshh—don’t be noise” Tegoshi said as help him to walk step by step inside his home.
“I love you” Ryo said again, completely ignored what Tegoshi has said before.
“You are really noises” Tegoshi complained and put his palms around Ryo’s mouth immediately, covered it. Doesn’t allowed the older one to say anything at all cuz they are about to walk inside the home, it could be a trouble if his parents or his grandmom find them there. Though they have known Ryo already, but it’s not right if he just coming on the midnight like this, while got drunks.
Ryo get silent with that action, he leaned his head on Tegoshi’s shoulder and shut his eyes. Tegoshi keeps help him to walk until they’re reach his room in the second floor of Tegoshi’s home.

After walk so hard and give so much effort, they’re finally arrived in Tegoshi’s room. Slowly, Tegoshi lays down Ryo’s body on his bed. The older just already knocked out, he got sleeps. And Tegoshi helps him undo his shoes, so he could sleep more comfortable. Tegoshi covered Ryo’s body by the sheet for the last action, and finally he could reach his relieved breathe. He sat down besides a sleeping Ryo. He stared over him, long and deep. He doesn’t ever think of it before. His boyfriend got drunks because of him. Anyway, they’re on fight of nothing. Tegoshi keeps avoiding Ryo on several days, that was just because he couldn’t resist his disappointed, he was really upset and desperate.. it’s all becaused that kissed, how Ryo didn’t get any hint that he has throwed before. Tegoshi wants a first kissed. Want it so bad from Ryo, nothing else! But why it’s just getting so complicated instead!!? Tegoshi sighed, he distached his stared from Ryo’s sleeping face. But suddenly, a cold fingers just touched his hands, Tegoshi startled. He looked at Ryo, who was opened his eyes and staring on him with that rare puppy eyes…

“Tegoshi---” it was a third times Tegoshi heard his boyfriend called his name. “Don’t leave me for that girl” added Ryo. Which make Tegoshi’s chest got a punch a little. He could see that Ryo still unconscious by the alcohol that he has drink.
“I’m sorry if I made you hurt or angry--- but don’t leave me and go for another”
Tegoshi looked at his boyfriend once more. He doesn’t ever think that Ryo could say a thing like that.
to be continued**