FanFic - RyoTego

Title : NANDE DAME?!
Pairing : Tegoshi Yuya x Nishikido Ryo (RyoTego)
Author : it’s me >,<
Rating : PG
A/N : my 1st time write in English, forgive me for so much error and my horrible grammar*hides*, anyway I’m only a newbie, but I’d love to get any attention and maybe some advice and a lot of suggestions from all of u. I’ll make it better somehow… yoroshiku onegaishimasu!! *bowed* Arigato..^^v

Chappie 1
Tegoshi feels his heart skipped so fast. His body got frozen, and his hair on his neck waked up slowly. He shivered a little. He gulped, while his eyes still seeing the scene in front of him clearly.
They’re making out as there is no tomorrow. A lips attached each other, a swirled tongue, a softly moan, and some touches over here and there. They looks really enjoyed it. Tegoshi wondering, what it feels like?? He licked his own lips unconsciously, curious with a taste. That must be so wet, Tegoshi thought, soft and warm, does it feels like you eat marshmallow, doesn’t it or….what?? Tegoshi thoughtful and try to guess it. He was wondering so much.

“It’s cool, isn’t it??” Tegoshi hear Kusano said as the video was off. Yea, Kusano has shared his making out scene with his boyfriend, to all of his friends. He recorded it by a video phone, show it up and smiled proudly.
“You really made it Kusano” Shige said with his admiring voice and look. Kusano goes his smiled widely. “How envious…” said Shige again.
“You have to try it too” Kusano suggest. Look over his friends,which seem so wondered too. But Tegoshi doesn’t sure if there is his friends who were feel wondered and amazed like he was!? A guy who was never been kissed!?
“It’s used when you felt like want to kissed him right now” said Kusano again, act such he was a tutor or someone who has so much experienced.
“It is so embarrassed, isn’t it??” asked one of his friends. The other were agreed.
“Yea, at the first, but after that…. You know, you would forgot about anything at all” Kusano replies and smiled widely, make the other do the same. They have a same thought who were ever been kissed, nor Tegoshi who was clearly out of the thought.
“Ne, Tegoshi-kun, what about you and your boyfriend? Ever made it??” asked Kusano suddenly. Tegoshi got surprised a little. He was busy with his own thought while listened to his friends talked. And now he got a damn question.
“Well I’m---” Tegoshi try to managed some words. Impossible he tells here that he and his boyfriend haven’t ever kissed. That would be so shameful. “We didn’t ever made that one” Tegoshi said.
“You have to made it, it would be so good… that made your kissing time would never wasted anyway” Kusano chuckled. And so the other. “…beside, it could be a proved” now Kusano smirk a little. Tegoshi feels annoyed. A proved!? Anyway, this conversation bothering him, though nobody noticed.
“Right Yuya… I think Nishikido-kun would love to” Shige patted his shoulder slowly. Shige was his bestfriend since they are in junior school, he’s a person who knew all of Tegoshi’s secret, and so Tegoshi knew all of Shige’s secret. They shared a secrets each other. And when they were have a relationship with another persons, they have introduced their boyfriend to each other, that’s why Shige knew Tegoshi’s boyfriend named and going close enough.
“Well, yea… I hope so” Tegoshi keep acting cool, don’t make everybody noticed that he was so nervous to talk about it. “But, I’m not sure anyway…” he added.
“Why??” Kusano asked.
“He was… such a simple guy, you know, I think he doesn’t really like to do something maybe annoyed him like that” Tegoshi explained. After a year in a relationship with Ryo, made Tegoshi understood how completely Ryo was. His sharp tongue, and ignored attitude, Tegoshi was accepted all of that. That’s why their relationship were going well for a year, though without a kissed and such. Tegoshi thought, maybe that’s not really important for them right now. He was so happy to have Ryo always be by his side. Whenever he needs, Ryo was there. Whenever he downs, Ryo was there to cheer him up. What else?? His life was truly perfect, wasn’t it? Tegoshi really sure that everybody were envious on him, to have a handsome and cared boyfriend like Ryo. But…… today Tegoshi find another fact. After he saw that video from Kusano, after Kusano said a proved about the kissing time, after he realized that he was the one who never been kissed, till he heard that almost all of his friends got that experienced. And so Shige.. Tegoshi knew he did. So shameful. He has a boyfriend but it wasn’t going like any other couple. He couldn’t deny, it’s distracting somehow.

“Annoyed?? He would be annoyed??” Tegoshi out of his thought as he heard Kusano said. That guy smirk again, Tegoshi doesn’t like that smirk. He feels that Kusano knew everything, maybe he noticed all of pretended face that Tegoshi show up to hide his nervous. Damnit.
“I don’t think so Tegoshi-kun. Normally, he would love to, cause he loves you, doesn’t he?” Kusano said again. Another smirk. Tegoshi more feeling that this guy want to ruined him. Tegoshi keep his act for not getting ruined, or Kusano would like it and think he was win. Sometimes he looks like a jerk…really.
“Of course he does” Tegoshi replies as stand up and ready to go. He doesn’t want to continued this conversation. Slowly but sure, he would feel such a loser cause Kusano treat him like that. What a damn!
“So, can’t wait for a proved. We’d love to watch it, right?” Kusano said and asked to the other. They just nodded. Tegoshi forced an annoyed smiled on his lips. What the hell?! It heard likes a challenged, isn’t it? Damn Kusano! for so many times Tegoshi keep cursed under his thought.
And without wait anything at all, he go out from the class to find such a peacefull place and thinking of this. He want to tell it to Ryo… but, does he can??
*******

Tegoshi walking side by side with his bestfriend, Shige. They’re going home.
“So, Yamashita-kun doesn’t pick you up?” he asked. Shige shook his head..
“He will at university until the night, he got so much task… then what about Nishikido-kun?” Shige asked back.
“He has a part time job like usual.” Tegoshi sighs a while. It’s remembering him again about the awkward feel since what happened this afternoon.. a challenged by Kusano. Tegoshi really thought it such a challenged. In other way he thinks about his relationship, yea he barely realized that something seemed didn’t important was important at all.
“I guess, I’d like to try that thing with Yamashita-kun…” suddenly Shige said. Tegoshi look over him, his cheeks slowly growing blushed.
“Huh?” Tegoshi doesn’t get it yet.
“Yea, liked Kusano and Uchi-kun did” Shige make it clear, and the blushed more appear on his cheeks. Tegoshi got it.
“Are you sure Shige??” Tegoshi asked surprised as he saw his bestfriend nodded slowly.
“You too, Yuya.. I guess it will be so fun”
“I’m not sure….”
“Why not? It just recorded, and only you two who were there. Seems like didn’t annoyed, it have so much privacy instead”
“But… Shige…” Tegoshi hesitated. He really want to tell it? Then how if Shige laughed of him? But, they’re bestfriends right? they never have a secret each other. Though it something so shameful.
“What is it Yuya?”
“I…I…” Tegoshi stuttered. Shige wait him patiently. “We didn’t have kissed”
Shige’s face turned so surprised. His eyes getting wide slowly.
“Really???” he looks not believe it. Tegoshi nodded. “I guess you two were going well after a year…”
“We were. But without a kissed”
“A kissed on a cheek?” Shige asked carefully. Tegoshi thinks, remembering.
“Uhm… I thought it once in my birthday”
“Huh?!!” Shige let out his surprised unconciously. “Yuya.. that’s worse” he said.
“I know” Tegoshi sighs little loud.
“Just do something!” Shige said suddenly, provoked him.
“What? Do what?”
“You know, your relationship with him it’s not a new anymore. Why are you two keep so awkward for shared such a loving thing?”
Tegoshi get silent, don’t know what he have to say.
“Physical shared is important, Yuya. That’s a real thing for you two sees how much you were in love each other” Shige tells him. Tegoshi agreed.
“Yea, I just thought it wasn’t important before.”
“Baka” Shige said as he smiled at his innocent’s bestfriend. Tegoshi smiled back. He already knew that, how stupid he was.
“You have to talked about it with Nishikido-kun, ne?”
“I’ll try” Tegoshi replies, as he reach his thought. Is it fine to tell him? Does Nishikido-kun won’t mind? Daijobu ka????? He got some worries anyway.
******

Chappie 2 : Part 1
It’s almost 8 o’clock in the night, Ryo was still busy with his job in the back of coffe shop counter. But about a few minutes, he’s done. His sift will turned to another staff.
“Welcome in…” Ryo greets a customer who come into the shop, but he was surprised cause that’s not a customer. He saw his boyfriend standing in front of him.
“Tegoshi??” he said surprisly. Tegoshi smiled. “What are you doing here??” Ryo sees carefully through Tegoshi’s body, to checked out there’s nothing happened with him.
“It’s wrong to me to see my boyfriend in his worked place?” Tegoshi throw another question, instead reply.
“No… I mean, it’s already night”
“So what? I’m not a child who couldn’t take care of myself anymore. Instead I’m a grown boy, and I don’t have to fear of anything.” Tegoshi defended himself. Ryo chuckled.
“I see” he said as look at over his friend who will turned his sift. “I will get my stuff .Just wait me over there” then he said to Tegoshi and point one table in the corner, before he disappeared into the back of shop. Tegoshi nodded and go over there, waiting for Ryo.

“So..what a thing that bring you up here?” Ryo asked after they’re sat opposited.
“My mind.” Tegoshi replies.
“Huh??” Ryo didn’t get it. He looks curious through his cute boyfriend.
“Yea, it’s my mind which bring me up here.”
“What was your mind have told you?”
“Miss you so bad.”
Ryo get a warm sensation over his cheeks. He smiled shyly. Anyway, only Tegoshi who could make it up with him. Tegoshi observed his boyfriend’s face.. got you, he said secretly to himself. He’d love to see the way Ryo like that, so cute. That hazukashi’s smiled… he loved so much. Even though sometimes he could be so harsh, but actually he’s not a kind of. He’s only speak to the point, after all he’s a nice guy. In another time he could be so sweet.
“Ne, you should called me if you get the way like this.” Ryo said, still smiled.
“That’s not enough, cause I want to see you.”
“But, it’s not good that you go out in the night like this, then you have to go to school tomorrow” Ryo preach him a little.
“Ah, shut up Nishikido-kun… you acted like my grandmom.” Tegoshi pout and sighs, though his smiled still there.
“What? How dare you similared me with your grandmom.” Ryo won’t accepted. Tegoshi’s smiled more widely, his eyes look up brightly over a person that he loved so much. Ryo sees that eyes, what a beautiful eyes. He feels so lucky to be the one person who could see that eyes look at him with a loved in it.

“Well, let’s go home. It’s already late for a school boy like you.” Ryo said after he look his watch, it’s already 9 anyway. They aren’t realized cause too fun have a random conversation. He get up from his seat.
“It’s still nine…” Tegoshi said, without get up from his seat. he look at his own watch.
“Yea, it’s late for you”
“It’s not. I could go home at eleven.” Tegoshi was stubborn.
“No way. Let’s go home, I will send you there” Ryo doesn’t want to hear any argued. He started to go.
“Fine” Tegoshi said slowly as he grab his stuff and rush walking over Ryo, who’s now so
confusing about his boyfriend’s attitude.
“Now you’re the one who’s getting so rush.” He said as they’re reach outside and walking along the street. Tegoshi keep silent, and go on walking in front of Ryo. Suddenly, he stopped as there was a vending machine. He used some coint, and get a can of juice. Ryo just wait and see whatever his boyfriend do. Tegoshi open up a can and started drinks his juice. A few time he has drink, he passed a can over Ryo. Their eyes meet automatically, Ryo just want to give him a question looked, but his hand takes a can. Tegoshi smiled , and give him a command looked that Ryo has to drink it. Ryo drink a juice, until it less…. but,
“Chott.. chotto…” Tegoshi interrupted him and try to reach a can.
“What?” Ryo gived back a can, that he thought he could drink it until done.
“I want to have some” Tegoshi drink the last juice on a can. Ryo look at him confusedly.
“..undirect kissed.” Tegoshi added after drink it and throw the can through the rubbish place. Ryo paused, his heart skipped faster. What does he said?? It’s so surprised him. He almost got it, yet they aren’t have a kissed, after a year. It’s silly he knew, but he just wanna keep his commit that he wouldn’t do that before Tegoshi has graduated. Only a next year, he’s sure that he could passed it. And Tegoshi too, as long as they together, Tegoshi never complained him about it. But, Ryo doesn’t know.. today, he feels something different with his boyfriend. Does it any relation of each other??
“What-- what was that?” Ryo asked stuttered. He should being normal, but he couldn’t hide his nervous.
“What?” Tegoshi asked back instead, makes him more nervous. How could he repeated the question?? Sounds really stupid.
“Well---” Ryo have no idea.
“I’ll stay at your place tonight” Tegoshi said suddenly, ignoring him about the last conversation.
“Eeehh??!!!” Ryo grows another surprised, and a bit shocked. Tegoshi nodded slowly, looked doesn’t care about Ryo’s reaction.
“You’re a joked….” Ryo forced a bit laugh.
“I’m not”
Ryo stopped his laugh and looking at Tegoshi who’s looked not be joked. He’s serious actually. Oh my….
“But---” Before Ryo say anything that Tegoshi know it would be a preach, he take a words first. He lift his right hand which held his stuff, it’s his school bag. Ryo just realizing now, before he really didn’t noticed what’s stuff that his boyfriend brought with.
“Here it is my uniform, a books and any stuff that I need for tomorrow. I have prepared it before” Tegoshi explained calmly. Ryo’s eyes get widder a bit. “…and I already get a permission by my parents and my grandmom”
“You were?”
“Yea, I said that I have to made up my task in my friend’s home. I said it must be stayed for a night, then they let me”
“I don’t believe it could be an easy like that” Ryo still couldn’t believe it. There must be some tricks that Tegoshi did.
“Well, I just said that if I didn’t do it, the school will expelled me”
“Oh my, you’re lied” Ryo palmed his forehead as he chuckled. Tegoshi really did a trick. Ryo realized he wouldn’t do that if no reason there. It’s all because he’d love to stay at his place, majide??
“So better you’re not refusing.”
Ryo smiled at his little-naughty-cute boyfriend.
“How could I?? I’m not so mean anyway.”
“Not because it’s me who want to stay at your place?”
“Well---” Ryo raised his shoulder, teasing him.
“Whatever.” Tegoshi said as turned around and continued his way a bit rush. Ryo take his wrist quickly.
“I’m kidding you, ok?”
Tegoshi stopped but avoiding an eyes contact with Ryo.
“I’m sorry.” Ryo apologized. Tegoshi rolled his eyes, ignoring him. “Ne~”
Tegoshi want to laugh to hear Ryo’s voice was getting so pleaded. He look at his handsome boyfriend, and see that puppy eyes-the one who always made it was him, but now Ryo’s doing. So cute, Tegoshi thought.
Tegoshi walked closer unconsciously, then they’re only a few feet away. Ryo found that Tegoshi wasn’t really angry. But actually it’s getting him nervous again.
“So, let’s go home.” Ryo anticipated, as he takes Tegoshi’s hand once again. Tegoshi was have a daydream before, that he realized, there is no dorama’s scene which they’re finally… have kissed cause the distance get closer and closer. But it’s not happened!!
Tegoshi sighs and keep silent until they’re reached Ryo’s place. It’s a simple apartement, one room, one kitchen, one living room. it’s enough for a single young man liked Nishikido Ryo, he’s only 22 years old. He’s a student of university and part time worker. He comes from Osaka, so he has to lived alone here in Tokyo. But fortunately, he met Tegoshi Yuya a year ago that until now, he was the one that Ryo’s love and made his life more nice. More meaningful.
“A~ it’s cleaned” Tegoshi commented as he walked into Ryo’s apartement. “Always cleaned” the last time he came was one week ago and the cleaned were same. Tegoshi wondered, how Ryo shared his time while he was a busy one with his university and part time job.
“So, did you have a dinner yet?”
“Not yet.” Tegoshi smiled cutely.
“I will make it up to you.”
“For us then.”
“Ok” Ryo agreed as he makes a way to the kitchen, and Tegoshi wait in the living room, after places his stuff in Ryo’s room. He turn on a tv, played with the remote.
+ + +

“Itadakimasu~~” Finally they’re started to eat. Now they were sat on the couch which in the living room, this apartement didn’t have a dining room, and Ryo seemed doesn’t really need it at all. They were sat side by side while have a dinner. Tegoshi eating happily, it’s a long time ago since he has a last dinner which Ryo’s made. It was always delicious.
After a few minute, Tegoshi stopped eat for awhile, he keeps looked at Ryo who’s beside him and still doing with his meal. Ryo realized it.
“What’s up?” he asked confusedly. And looked back at his boyfriend.
“What a lucky chopsticks that you have.” Tegoshi replies, smiled a little.
“Huh?” Ryo doesn’t get it. He’s looking at his chopsticks, again, confusedly. It was his private chopsticks, a blue one. And Tegoshi’s was a pink one. They had bought it together at so many times before. Yea, liked a couple chopsticks, besides they have a couple mug too, that now they’re using it.
“What do you mean?” Ryo asked finally.
“Your chopsticks were so lucky. They were used to touch your lips all the time.” Tegoshi explained it, slowly. He get his head down, staring at his meal.
And Ryo feels almost speechless, doesn’t know what he used to say. Tegoshi act so different today that Ryo hard to guess what is it…He’s more teasing, actually Ryo can’t deny that he likes it. It just bring him so embarrassing but it feels good for the real.
“Etto---” Ryo try to managed some words. Tegoshi put his eyes on him. They’re keep staring for a few times. “There’s a rice on your face.” Ryo said suddenly as he sees a little rice on Tegoshi’s cheek. He raised his finger and reached that spot of a rice. Tegoshi closed his eyes reflectly. Ryo stunned a while, he trailed his eyes over Tegoshi’s pretty face. A beautiful closed eyes, a blushed cheeks, a perfect nose and that kissable pink lips. The last thing was a thing that Ryo wanted for a longest time. He can get it now, steal some kissed on that inviting lips, but Ryo resist it, he holds it, holds his eagered. Dame, Ryo! He said to himself. Tegoshi open up his eyes after a couple times there’s nothing happened. Ryo really didn’t do anything except wiped a rice off of Tegoshi’s face. Now he’s going continued eat. What a damn, Tegoshi thought disappointed. He keeps silent and continued do with his meal too. Ryo didn’t hinted all of his signal today about a kissed. How much he really want it.. Tasukete~!!
+ + +

“What are you doing?” Tegoshi asked when he sees Ryo was bring out a blanket from his clothes drawer and take out a pillow too, put it on the couch. Tegoshi was had changed with his pajama, and looked confusedly through his boyfriend.
“I will sleep here.” Ryo replies and started lying on the couch.
“Huh? Why?” Tegoshi frowned.
“Nothing. Now you can used my room then.” Ryo smiled at him.
“Your bed was large enough for two person.” Tegoshi mumbled, but Ryo heard it. Anyway, why he has to feel disappointed for a twice at this night!? Tegoshi thought.
“Yea, it is large…” Ryo replies a mumbled, causing Tegoshi surprised a little, haven’t noticed that Ryo heard it.
“So, get in your room.” he said as turned his body ahead into the room. But Ryo doesn’t move, he still lying on the couch. He’s not really sure to followed Tegoshi into the room. He got nervous anyway. Ok, they were a couple after a year. They were in love, they’ve a hug time, a holding hands, a cheek’s kissed, but… they hadn’t a lips kissed yet, and so slept together, they hadn’t do that. It would be so nervous and embarrassed.

“Maa~ Lets sleep here.” Suddenly Ryo’s thought was interrupted by Tegoshi who’s back and lying beside him on the couch. Ryo give a space to him reflectly. So they’re lying together on that small couch, but it fit anyway for their bodies, without any distance of course. Their bodies were touched.
“Tegoshi, it’s not fit…” Ryo said as he surprised with Tegoshi’s suddenly action. Tegoshi was lying with his back facing Ryo.
“It’s fit. Now lets sleep.” Tegoshi said while his hand reached Ryo’s blanket, so they’re lying under the same sheet.
“But---” Ryo couldn’t managed a words. It’s funny anyway, there is a large and comfortable bed in his room, but they’re just lying together on this small couch, though it’s more intimated cause they were really really closed each other. Ryo could feels Tegoshi’s body rise and fall take his breath on his chest. And so Tegoshi, he could feels Ryo’s breath on his ear and bruised his hair. It’s warm.
Ryo smiled, he thought that he needs no words. Let it be. Slowly he moved his arms and put it over Tegoshi’s waist from behind that he was. His hands rest on Tegoshi’s stomach. A younger was surprised but it doesn’t take a long time as he put his own hands on Ryo’s arm and entwined their fingers together. They’re closed their eyes, well it’s a rare condition anyway. Each one of them don’t wanna lose it, don’t wanna it’s over.
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N.B : jah, sok english XP... gomen ne,my english already hurt u, hehe~ keep komento2 yup!! arigato~~~ ^3^ gw dengerin : Prisoner of Love- Hikaru Utada